T-Tail-Tall-Tail:
Just Cause
    
    Phil Barbee
I wrote this from some notes I made right after
        Operation Just Cause. At the
        time I was wing stan/eval SOLL II AC. I was also the
        lead pilot for this
        mission.
        
    I was put on telephone standby a couple days after a
        Navy officer was shot
        and killed in Panama. Sunday evening, December 17,
        1989, I got called about a
        planning session the next day. In the morning I went
        to the office at the
        regular time. Everything appeared normal. A little
        while later, a wing planner
        called me on the telephone and asked if I would come
        to his office. When I got
        there, I could tell he'd been working all night. He
        showed me what he had been
        working on. I couldn't believe what I saw.
        
    In the Air Force, and especially Special Operations
        units, it seems like
        we're always planning and practicing without ever
        doing anything for real. This
        time, it looked pretty real to me.
            
    
    We'd practiced some similar maneuvers just a few
        weeks earlier during a
        training exercise. I was told not to speculate...I
        didn't. Even if I had, I
        never would have guessed this.
            
    
    I was shown the plan and asked for my opinion. It
        looked workable. Another
        wing planner was also there. Together they had
        planned out the route and
        deconflicted it from the many other airplanes that
        would be in the objective
        area.
            
    
    After looking things over, I went back to my office.
        I paused in my chair to
        think about what I was just shown. My counterparts
        in the office asked if I
        knew what was going on. I told them I knew, but I
        couldn't say what.
            
    I could not stop thinking about the plan and kept
        mulling it over in my
        head. A couple of hours later I had some questions,
        so I went back for another
        look. What and where were the threats? What time was
        H-hour? How many C-141s
        were involved? The two mission planners and I
        discussed the plan in greater
        detail. Now I had a better feeling about the
        operation, dubbed JUST CAUSE.
        
        Later in the day it was finally time for the mass
        brief and crew planning
        session. The primary mission planner led off by
        telling everyone what our
        objective was. There was a flash of hushed whispers
        in the audience. As the
        briefing continued, I don't think what we were about
        to do had sunk in yet
        among the assembled crews.
        
        The mission commander got up next. He told us how
        important this operation
        was for our country. He went on to say that this
        mission is the first time
        C-141's have ever been used in this role, as the
        "tip of the spear". The
        assault would not be easy, and he expected all of us
        to complete our assigned
        tasks no matter what.
        
        I'm sure he was alluding to the less-than-stellar
        showing airlift aircrews
        had made during a previous Caribbean operation a few
        years earlier.
        
        As he continued, he said there was a chance that some
        of us would not come
        back. When he said that, there was deadly silence in
        the auditorium. I looked
        around and saw the other crew members looking too.
        Those words put a sinking
        feeling in the pit of my stomach. I knew my crew and
        I were well trained and up
        for any challenge, but we've never been shot at
        before.
        
        Next, the Wing Commander got up and said some of the
        same stuff. He praised
        us and told us all to be careful and return safely.
        He never really said that
        some of us might not ever come back, but he hinted
        at it during his pep talk. I
        even detected a hint of emotion as he got choked up
        on his words. He really had
        a large burden to shoulder.
        
        Next, we got the intelligence brief and discovered
        this was not going to be
        easy. We could only plan on the worst.
        
        After the briefing, we drew our charts, read the
        mission flimsy, and worked
        out the details of our task over the next several
        hours. I was leading the
        formation and made doubly sure every detail was as
        exact as possible, for my flight's sake. Around 2000 hours we finished with
        what we thought was a very good and, most importantly, a successful plan.
        
        I was tired when I finally got home. As you can
        imagine, I had a lot on my
        mind. I only told my wife that I had to fly
        tomorrow, nothing else. That night
        I just couldn't sleep. I kept tossing and turning
        all night long. The mission
        details kept running through my mind. Would it work?
        Would we catch Noriega and
        his Panamanian Defense Forces by surprise? Would
        everyone, including myself,
        return safely. In the C-141, your main assets are
        thorough planning and the
        element of surprise; since you have no defensive
        weapons.
        
        When I finally got up it was still early, even though
        I didn't have to
        report until mid-afternoon. I ended up going to the
        office a little early too.
        After a while, I got with Haji, my navigator, to go
        over some last-minute
        mission details.
        
        A couple of hours later my crew and I assembled for
        the mass mission briefing. When we assembled, I could already tell
        what the answer to my
        question would be before I even asked. Just by
        looking at them I could tell
        they all had the same restless night I did. After
        the briefing, we gathered our
        equipment and loaded it on our ride to the departure
        base. We were dead-heading
        to the departure location because our planes were
        flown their earlier in the
        day by other crews; for refueling, loading and
        rigging with the equipment
        platforms.
        
        Upon arrival, the weather was lousy. We all milled
        around awhile waiting for
        a bus to our mission update briefing. The bus never
        showed-up, so we flagged
        down and rode to the briefing in the back of a
        deuce-and-a-half truck -- oh
        boy!
        Finally, all the crews were assembled for the update
        briefing. The update
        went pretty smooth. There were a few questions, but
        nothing serious. Down the
        hall in the mess area, soldiers (passengers in the
        other formation) were having
        a hearty meal of steak and potatoes which was an
        Army tradition when you're
        going off to do battle. It's akin to your last meal;
        which for some of them it
        would be. I had one too.
        The plane was loaded, rigged, and fueled for a
        three-pallet-sequential
        airdrop -- piece of cake. We had authorization to fly
        at our emergency war order
        weight -- 344,900 pounds. Normally, our maximum gross
        weight is 325,000 pounds.
        The fuel tanks in the airplane could not hold any
        more fuel.
        Ground operations went smooth until taxi time. The
        lead pilot of the other
        formation had a maintenance problem with his
        airplane. An engine wouldn't
        start. The mechanics got on it, but it delayed his
        taxi time which also delayed
        ours. We only had 20 minutes of slack time built
        into our flight; not much when
        you've got 1,600 miles to fly.
        
        The other formation's lead pilot called the airport
        control tower for
        takeoff clearance. The tower told him to standby,
        because the air traffic
        control center was not accepting any aircraft. There
        was an additional delay of
        a couple minutes. Finally, he used our code-word for
        the operation and we were
        released.
        
        The climb to altitude was long and slow. I had never
        flown an airplane this
        heavy before. Each maneuver had to be slow and
        deliberate so that the others of
        the formation, five in all, could keep up. We
        finally leveled off and tried to
        catch up to the other formation. Something my
        navigator and I hadn't counted on
        (at this weight) was our inability to accelerate. We
        were a little behind and,
        at his moment, not catching up!
        
        The flight to Panama was a long four hours. The
        weight of the aircraft was
        throwing off our time control and we were getting
        further behind. After a
        couple of hours, we had burned enough fuel and were
        now light enough to gain a
        little extra airspeed and begin to slowly catch up.
        
        While en route, the formation's station keeping
        equipment (SKE) kept
        blinking on and off. SKE is the system used to
        maintain formation positioning
        in bad weather. It's also used by formation lead to
        signal formation members of
        upcoming events. I had my flight engineers
        trouble-shooting to see if they
        could find a problem, but nothing seemed to work. I
        really wasn't too concerned
        because the SKE was working most of the time and the
        weather was forecast to be
        good along our route of flight.
        
        We chose to delay the formation's descent, to take
        advantage of our higher
        ground speed up at altitude. The success of our part
        of the mission would
        depend on us arriving over the drop zone just a few
        seconds behind the other
        formation.
        
        As we approached the Atlantic coast of Panama, it was
        time to begin our
        descent.
        
        Nearing our orbit altitude, I noticed several
        airplanes right in front of
        us. Could it be the other formation? The air-to-air
        range looked reasonable,
        but this was too good to be true! With all that's
        happened up to now, what are
        the chances of the force rendezvous working out
        smoothly? Well the answer was
        zero. We had not performed our time-control orbit
        yet, and according to Haji,
        we still needed to; because we were early. So we
        began orbiting and the
        distance between us and the other formation got
        larger. The other formation was
        not orbiting and we started getting strung out.
        
    As we entered into our orbit, we were in and out of
        some clouds. I made a
        quick cross check our SKE and discovered the rest
        the formation didn't turn
        when directed. The plane behind us, unknown to me,
        lost their SKE during the
        descent. Without SKE, they were not getting our turn
        signals and had no way of
        maintaining formation position in the weather. The
        remainder of the formation
        behind number two was using SKE with the radar as
        backup. I called number two
        on the radio to find out what's going on:No
        response! After several tries, the
        pilot of number two finally called me on the
        unsecured radio and said his SKE
        and secure radio were out. He sounded like he was
        "pinging" and I felt he was        losing control.
        
    We were at the most critical part of the mission and
        the communication
        problems were making mission management extremely
        difficult. I could talk with
        all the formation members on secure radio except
        number two. After a brief
        discussion with the deputy mission commander in my
        aircraft, I called number
        three and gave him an air-to-air ranging frequency
        to find out how far away
        they were. They were pretty far behind, but with
        some creative navigation I
        thought we could get the formation back together. I
        called number three on the
        secure radio and told him to take charge of the
        formation members behind him
        and join-up on me. I coordinated the route and the
        time with Haji and sent
        number three and the rest of the formation direct to
        the drop zone's initial
        point (IP) as fast as he could go. I kept them
        appraised of our location.
        
    In the meantime, we had completed our orbit were
        proceeding along our
        planned route of flight toward the IP. Approaching
        the IP, my aircraft finally
        caught up to the other formation. As we prepared to
        slow down for our airdrop,
        miraculously, the rest of my formation was sliding
        into position also, even
        number two. The order of the formation was not the
        same as when we took off,
        and I'm not sure exactly how they got the way they
        did, but I was glad they
        were there.
        
    As we approached Panama City from the Pacific Ocean,
        at about three minutes
        out, the city was an inferno. I could see the dotted
        lines of tracer rounds
        coming from the ground weaving around the night sky
        searching for a target. The
        AC-130 Spectre gunship circling overhead was
        relentlessly returning and
        silencing the wavering ground fire. Enormous
        explosions were off to my left,
        near the Panama Canal entrance (Noriega's
        Headquarters), and straight ahead at
        our objective, Torrejos-Toccumen International
        Airport.
        
    We had a tight tolerance for our time-over-target
        (TOT) so as to not get
        blasted by the gunship overhead our objective. In
        spite of all that happened
        thus far, Haji was just 10 seconds early on our TOT.
        
    
    Approaching the drop zone, I could see the other
        formation off to my left
        streaming paratroopers. The flashing streamers of
        tracer rounds were
        everywhere. The AC-130 was hammering the PDF base
        that was directly ahead of
        the runway we were dropping on. We planned to turn
        immediately after the load
        exited the aircraft, to avoid over flying the PDF
        camp.
        
    The drop was absolutely perfect. Right on target! We
        banked sharply
        immediately after the 'all clear' call and floored
        both loadmasters, Mac and
        Willie, who were in the back trying to close the
        doors. Mac announced over
        intercom, as we turned, that he saw a lot of gunfire
        out of the rear doors.
        During the post-drop maneuver, number five, a less
        experienced airdrop pilot
        reported he was taking ground fire. I hoped for the
        best and honestly never
        gave the mission commander's remarks about 'some of
        us not coming back' a
        second thought during the entire flight until that
        moment.
        
    Everything turned out all right, during the post
        flight inspection after
        returning to home base, one bullet hole was found in
        number five's airplane,
        and a couple of sharp dents in mine that my engineer
        didn't recall seeing
        before.
        
    We left the objective area on our egress route and
        headed for the tanker. En
        route, we dialed up the assigned frequency for the
        rendezvous and made a radio
        call to the tanker:No response. I tried again. I
        tried on the backup
        frequency:No response. Thinking back, the same
        thing had happened during the
        mission rehearsal. I called on "guard" with a
        blanket call to our tankers,
        still no response. After what seemed like an
        eternity, the tanker finally came
        up on guard and sent me to the original frequency I
        had called them on.
        
    We rendezvoused, hooked-up, and asked for 10,000
        pounds extra; because of
        bad weather forecast back at Charleston and using
        more fuel than planned en
        route to Panama. After the initial radio glitch, the
        remainder of the refueling
        went smoothly. When all had refueled, I rejoined the
        formation for the long
        flight back home.
        
    Though it was very early in the morning, I really
        wasn't tired. Although
        about an hour later it hit me. All of a sudden, I
        was exhausted. I guess the
        adrenaline finally wore off.
        
    The remainder of the flight to Charleston was
        uneventful. The other
        formation did not refuel from the tanker, and
        diverted to their alternate
        instead. We were the first ones back. As we gathered
        to debrief, you could tell
        everyone was exhausted. The Wing Vice Commander was
        there and he was very
        pleased with our performance. The compound equipment
        failures had caused extra
        work, but the aircrews compensated like always and
        saved the mission from
        disaster.
        
    It was sunrise when I finally got home. All I wanted
        was to go to bed. My
        wife and two sons were still asleep. I hadn't told
        her what I was doing when I
        left for work. While on the ground at the upload
        base eating my steak, I
        briefly thought that I might be the one who wouldn't
        come back. Even though the
        job requires secrecy, there's nothing like being
        home safe and sound to lift
        the enormous amount of guilt I put on myself.
        
    I came into the bedroom and sat on the edge of the
        bed waking my wife up. I
        hugged her and told her we attacked Panama last
        night. She was still groggy and
        what I said seemed to be sinking in slowly. While
        she was getting up the phone
        rang. I answered it and didn't even say hello. All I
        said was, 'I'm all right.'
        My wife told me, while the phone was ringing, that
        my mom called yesterday
        after I had left. I knew it would be her calling. It
        was!